Saturday, November 07, 2009
relief from stress blogging o.O
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10:47 AM
exams exams =) here to take a 5mins break.. wouldn't it better if everyone don gossip about one another? and just have love and peace? hmm =\ i miss kiki and gigi =( T.T my exams will finish on the 18th and im coming back on the 24th of nov o.o oh my goodness o.o suddenly 3 months of holiday dunno what to do when im back in singapore? LOL till than... enjoy my new song! i like it o.o from my all time favourite singer ai otsuka o.O will blog again with pictures from my bday, shinle bday etc etc o.o after 18th nov. TATA~~~ ^______________^
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
happy 20th birthday to myself
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9:26 PM
i had a blast on my 20th. im so glad that my friends plan so many surprises for me =) heartfelt thanks. love. i will update on my bday again after exams ^_^
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
4 more weeks
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11:08 AM
its october 7 already... o.o exam will come in approximately 4 weeks time.. recently..a lot of stuff have happened to me.. just handling a lot of stress that i get in Singapore. i have never felt so troubled before. but i feel so limited because there's nothing i can do to salvage the situation. except being there. sometimes, i blame myself, for not being independent enough. sometimes, i wish i could be much older, and have graduated. so there's so much more i can do, besides just studying and waiting to graduate. sometimes i wish that i did not come overseas. so the whole situation would be different. but than again, going overseas to study, have always being my dream. so why do i feel so empty now? haiz.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
happy 25th birthday boobooboy! ^-^
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9:30 AM
happy 25th birthday to my boobooboy booboochan boobookia aka stupid old man aka dearie, hehe. from our first phuket trip  to our first fireworks together =)  and spending of birthdays together  suprising me as and when i least expected it  watching many stupid and random movies with me simply because i like it..  getting me donuts knowing that it puts a smile on my face ^____^  always feeding me with my favourite food making sure that i'm well-fed.. bringing me to whereever i want too..  always trying to bring me to scenic spots in singapore and places that i never been too..   spending our first valentines together...  always fetching me and kiki to sentosa, spending quality time together with the dog even though u don really like dogs..=)  times flies when we are having a good time, but passes by ever so slowly, when we are apart, but im not anywhere near giving up.. i'm happy and satisfied just being your silly bibi.. what more can i ask for when i have such a doting bf? someone that loves me for who i am? it doesn't matter anymore whether how retarded u look sometimes, because its the heart that matters.. even though we are thousand miles apart, but u must always know, i left my heart with u, in many more occasions and celebrations and holidays in time to come... i wish to spend it with u, and create more memories just for us =)  happy beloved 25th birthday my dear
Sunday, September 13, 2009
just an entry o.o
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1:50 PM
i'm in school right now o.o feeling tired and exhausted. two nights before, chionging assignment, and here i am, studying for my financial management paper on sunday. sometimes, i just wish that i can be older, graduated from sch already, be financially independent and give my parents a comfortable life. but sometimes,i wish that i can enjoy my life as an young adult not needing to face the problems and stress i have at home, enjoying my life as an uni student. but sometimes, when a series of unfortunate events strike u, it just comes, and shows no mercy, u dont have a choice, but just to face it. somehow or rather, nowadays, i love my life in australia, i'm beginning to love it, i don miss singapore anymore, except the people and food =) i love living alone, all by myself, times whereby i can just do what i want, and not try so hard to make others happy knowing they might not even appreciate me at all, and be filled with disappointment and sadness. as long as there are friends i can rely on, i'm very sure, nothing would be that tough afterall. having new neighbours =)  not all though, just the 2 girls =)  thanks janna for helping me out in computing assignment, i really appreciate it. =) i have 3 days left, and i still have like dozen of clothes that i have wash and not fold it yet. im going to die. LOL i miss my dogs, kiki & gigi. i know i sibei random, but i cant help it o.o i dread going home, suddenly cos im slowly loving my life in australia =) time to go back studying ^_______________________^
Friday, September 04, 2009
june holidays~!
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12:51 PM
i haven update about my june holidays yet =D  o.o me with food =D  oyster omelette! ^_^  me n the stupid boy o.o  chicken rice o.o  flowers by boobooboy o.o  din tai fung with mummy o.o  hoho  my lovely mummy ^_^  love the xiao long bao!  some feast in island club o.o  me and xiaobai o.o  n kiki on the way to beach =D  met up with lovely jane =D  some duck dish o.o  zi-lian pic of me o.o  meet up with mummy and sherlyn and pamela ^_^  another zi-lian pic again o.o  meet up with my pri sch mates o.o   all the boyfriends that came o.o  us o.o  at ikea! =D  at sushi tei! o.o  me and stupid boy o.o     o.o  basically this post is all about food o.o what i have done in singapore during june holidays  tako poachi o.o  me preparing for steamboat feast =D  wooot! look at the amount of food man,  boobooboy went to get my favourite donuts to cheer me up ^_^ thanks yeah o.o  ^___________________^ happy girl for that moment  went to sunset grill o.o the super spicy wings, with stefanie edwin and booboo-chan    booboo damn lousy, keep perspiring o.O winner is stefanie and edwin =D must go back again when my sorethroat is fine o.o  curry with my parents at liang court ^_^  my super cute papa ^_^  random pic of kiki o.o  look at kiki! she's so CUTE ^_^  i forget the name of this place o.o but its like marche in japanese-style o.o  =0  pic of my stupid boy o.o  this is me o.o  i love kiki ^_^  met up with the UQ peeps in Singapore o.o  me n pinhua o.o  it was pre-celebration for limian bday o.o  me n booboo-chan went dunno where o.o some place he found o.o to see nightview  a dress that i tried on while shopping alone but din buy =(  went to eat dimsum at wentouse o.o at geylang  omg my june holiday is super fattening  wads that face for? ROAR!  meet up with baboo-chan! =D my dear mummy hehe  a weird restaurant that booboo brought me too o.o the food taste weird =x  but i love the creme brulee ^_^  o.o  =o  ohh zi-lian pic again  we went for some artsy exhibition o.o but cannot take much pictures though  so this is some that i took o.o  i love xiaobai =) she's already 11 years old, i hope nth will be wrong with her  me n mummy  me n daddy! o.o  me n sexy clique ^_^ overall, my june holidays have been just meeting up with humans and humans and eating loads and tons of food, overloaded, super fat, put on weight, wadsoever O_O its like OMGGG o.o yeah OMGGG okkk im back to studying have a mid-sem computing paper tomorrow, wish me luck! =DD
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
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3:48 PM
what happen to the guy i use to know? i dunno where to find a place to vent my frustruations on. a guy that use to tell me, how fortunate he is to be with me, the drive that constantly make me wanting to do even more things. instead of all the complaining, shoutings, and demands. what happen to us? yes, indeed i am frustruated too sometimes, all the bickerings and quarrels we had. but this is the tough stage isn't it? u have your stress, i had mine, its about how we compromise each other and come to a mutual understanding isnt it? once we go through all this, everything will be better. isnt it? there's so many doubts so many isn't it that i have here. every relationship is flawed, its about how both making it flawless, if we never been through something we would not love each other at all isnt it? but the last question would be, will u be willing to go through all this with me to see the results? or u just want to give up half-way. for all the things that we go through for past 1year3months. only now than u want to give up, is it worth it? i have no idea, is it so hard just to find someone that love me and dote me for who i am? and not minding my past? someone to share my woes, my worries, my problems, i share the other's woes, worries and problems too? if you want to give up that badly, than why did u even mess around with me in the first place if u want to give up so easily? relationship is not a child's play, not u say come, and now u say go. it never was. but today, when i look at us in the past and us now, i cant help but ponder, what are we?
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