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Sunday, August 10, 2008
 hmm still need to say more? =) it has been a long time since we hang out together my dear.. im glad that everything has been all fine and good for you.. i love u my dear *muacks* meanwhile...  I FINALLY FOUND CLOTHES FOR KIKI! OMFG IM LIKE SO EXCITED OK! HEHEHE its a shop located at vivocity that actually has clothes for golden retriever sizes. so stop calling KiKi fat yeah? she's like the cuttest dog ever! ^_^  Kiki always being so happy!....i finally got her clothes i will go back to that shop and patronise other clothes for KiKi... *squeals in excitement* ^^ On National Day!  On Singapore's Birthday im a patriotic women! nevertheless im dressed in red and white =x look at the scary skeleton beside me. its looks like its laughing at me omg so scary LOL  some self-obessesion photos =)   alrights.. im intending to take up japanese language with dear huizhi! may we succeed! ^-^ at least we can practise on each other..hehe.. and meanwhile..i want to work in a shop that sells chocolate! ^^ hahaha ok focus..exams are round the corner.. =) *JO YEAH IM FINE! *Vincent =O..sure..hi..
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
 Happy 19th Birthday Johnne! To this very special day, may all your wishes come true, and lets have more and more birthdays whereby we can celebrate thereafter! * JOHNNE yeah! ^^ 100 years in life thereafter we must celebrate too! hehehe * YUWEN YEAH! sure no problem! we will celebrate life thereafter! ^^ *RENA nope i took a very long time to grow out this hair length! hahaha
Monday, July 28, 2008
 Firstly Happy 19th Birthday to dear Yuwen! ^_^ may all your wishes come true yeah, and all the best!  long time since i chill out with the sexys o.O i know its an unglam pic la, lol but din had a group photo of all so this the only pic i can post! ^^ miss you guy's company a lot yeah! hopefully that 10 years down the road, no matter how busy we were, we will turn up for gatherings and birthdays still, with childrens? hahahaha o.O can't imagine how would life be 10 years down the road.... lianya is back, for a short holiday and will be back to U.K soon =)  Bbq at esther's house, but din stayed for so long, thats why din take much pictures but thanks esther for being the host! ^_^ hee  conclusion, o.O JJ likes to take ugly picture so that people will comment that she look chio-er in real life ( hao la lets take ugly picture tgt ) LOL! so pple will also say i ugly k HAHA =P after a week, should i choose to ignore? i do not know seriously, it seemed like i forgot what had happened good luck to you, i might just give up, if it continues, this way, seemed like everything already no point.. o.o.....till then...indulge in book! ^^v *vampy I LOVE YOU TOO DARLING! MUACKS~! ^_^
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
 kiki recently ^_^~! an old friend contacted me yesterday...thought we won't be in contact anymore =) but im glad we are still friends. got nothing to do then zi-lianing at home o.o...kenna dua by my bf quite sometime ago...  mirror shots are boring eh..haha  =) a few pics before i went to club with jean n whitney n company but i left early  yellow dress me like ^^v  another pic.. to end it off with my zi-lianess  hahahahahaha. certain things might be left better unsaid. somethings that hurt me, i din really voice it out. so many times i have tried to be much more than just who i am, apparently someday i must just get sick and tired and stop trying. * Jo yeah i will =) when the time's right *Vampy haha look who's talking! roaR u think alot too ok o.O its ok to think alot haha and some questions i have the same answer as u, so why bother changing? =x *Dearie RAHS hahahaha...o.O p.s. guess i will update about my life and what i have been doing for the next two days! and two coming birthday star in this month! YUWEN AND JOHNNE! heee =D and dear lianya is back in singapore! ^__________^ *WIDE GRINS*
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Happy to hear that =). but i will tell him everything is too late because his the one that created all of this. so no matter what he say also no use. words are cheap. 2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?- Yes 3. What happen at 10am today?- Working 4. When did you last cry?- when i watch 10 promises with my dog 5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?- bread 6. What do you want in your life now?- something that makes me smile instead of frowning 7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?- carry umbrella 8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?- myself. i have asthma cant put anything on the bed. 9. What bottom are you wearing now?- Pyjamas. 10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?- just change fone have no idea. 11. Do you intend to make a relationship complicated?- have no idea, definitely not. 12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?- No. 13. What was the last movie you caught?- Chi Bi 14. What are you proud of?- my dad. 15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?- forgotten 16. What was the last song you sang out loud?- i forget 17. Do you have any nicknames?- i forgot, 18. What does your last recieved text message say?- should't be a problem 19. What time did you go to bed last night?- 4am 20. Are you currently happy?- Theres many things to be happy about at the same time, even more things to be upset over. Life’s complicated. 21. Who gives you best advice?- my mum. jean 22. Are you afraid of the dark?- depends on the scenario 23. Who did you talk on phone last night?- my bf, mr weng 24. Is anything bugging you now?- Theres too much to think and worry about, 25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?- eh i seldom laugh, so i forgot. 26. Do you wear toe socks?- Nah uh. 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?- My dad 28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?- Who hasn’t? 29. What annoys you most in a person?- Too much of themself. 30. Do you have a crush on anyone?- neh 31. Have you ever done cocaine?- You think? 32. What is the color of your room?- White, white white 33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?- neh. i will continue to hate n make that person as a gossip topic to my besties =x 34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?- Completely. Freaking hate smack talk. Save it. K. 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?- i dunoe 36.What you normally do ?- work n study 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?- no 38. Do you have a life?- no life. 39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?- Ya. dreamt of that all the time 40.What is the reason behind your profile song?- no people singing just music 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?- i forgot. dreamt too much 42. Last time you smiled?- very long ago 43. Have you changed this year?- Quite obvious. 44. What are you listening right now?- nth 45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?- MSN. with jo-nanana 46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?- Don’t make fun of blind people. o.o 47. Is there a quote you live by?- nt really cant think of one right now 48. Do you want someone you can’t have?- I’ll be denying if I said no. 49. Have you ever played an instrument? -- Yes, piano since young. 50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?- Nothing. 51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?- preparing to go out 52. Are you happy with your love life now?- Are you happy with yours? 53. What song best describe your love life?- 54. Does the person know you like him/her?- I wonder too. 55. Who always make you laugh?- Kiki o.o 56. Do you speak other language other than English?- Chinese and Gibberish? LOL 57. Favourite website?- http://www.relfysux.blogspot.com/ 58. What’s your middle name?- yingrui 59. What are you doing tomorrow?- working 60. What do you think you are like?- no idea 61. Who will you choose to die with?- Myself. 62. Where have you been today?- in the office n running outside 63. What game do you play often?- gunbound maple etc? LOL 64. Who are you missing right now?- someone that wont appear in my life anymore 65. If you’ve to choose between friend and loves, who will you choose?- Friends. 66. What are doing right now?- Answering all this questions and talking on da fone 67. Which primary school are you from?- Canossa Convent Primary 68. Name 3 colors that you like?- yellow, Pink, white 69. What emotion you like to show?- o.o 70. What is your life to you?- Sheltered life 71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?- Vent my frustruations, talk to my gfs. 72. Who did you last chat in msn today?- Jo 73. Who do you admire most?- My dad 74. Which month are you born in?- November baby 75. How are you feeling right now?- Sick and tired of everything. 76. What is the time now?- 8:34am 77. Where are you now?- Home. 78. What color did you use to dye your hair?- The last dye is black 79. Why are you doing this test?- Cause JoJo wants me to! 80. What do you do when you are moody?- Eat or Run 81. At which age you wish to get married?- Go with the flow. 82. Who is more important to you?- my family 83. Do you think you have enough confident?- No. 84. Who is the person you trust most?- it depends, sths the person u think u trust most can betray u too 85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?- Logically, yes. 86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?- to do wad i want, and be with someone that can share my happiness 87. What is your goal for this year?- Getting into degree, getting my licence 88. Do you believe in eternity love?- Do you believe pigs can fly? 89. What feeling do you love most?- in love, emotional it reminds me of im human 90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?- Yes. It’ll get worse. 91. What feeling you hate the most?- Jealousy n Possesion because its sth that i cant help it 92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?- Defintely. 93. Do you believe in god?- Yes. But not in the gods that humans have created. 94. Who cares for you the most?- No one 95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?- Friendship. Kinship. 96. What are some stuffs you couldn’t let go now and forever?- The endless mistakes and complications that was made by my own bare hands. 97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?- Everything in your life can be a regret. But if you never tried you never know. 98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?- I’m to be blame. Still life has to go on 99. What if your stead two-timed you?- Nothing last forever. But I’ll be lying if I said I won’t cry. 100. What do you want now?- A life that’s worth living for. 5 people TAGGED TO DO 1. JEAN TAN 2. JACQUELINE CHUNG 3.HUIZHI 4.ROBIN WENG 5. ELISA TOH XIANG YU
i will be fine, i will be alright.. =) im just so tired... simply tired.. i feel like taking a rest...ignoring all things around me...go coma for a month or so... i have been trying..trying so hard but still..it's never enough.. is relationship all about finding a secure companion? i dunoe =) *Jo yeah sure =) it would be fun *Ely yup..its all fine do take care my dear =)
Friday, July 11, 2008
yet there's nothing u can do, or should i say u should do to make me feel better. maybe this would be the reason why i see no point? no matter how many times i say, or how many times i tell u, if u are still insensitive towards how i feel, then what? u won't know how i feel unless i apply the same thing on u. which u will only understand if it happens to you, it doesn't work this way. It takes both hands to clap. put it simply, as an example, if i am other guy's gf n still with u how would u feel? cheated and all, thats why we should never even allow it to happen or even near it to happen, be it happen on u or me, we will feel horrible ain't it? somethings that u did, u won't know how i feel unless i do it on you too, which im quite tired of applying it on u, and always explaining to u, can i stop explaining to u one day n u just understand how i feel? maybe im just better off alone. work has been fine, today marks the end of my 1st week work, along with schlling for 2 days, tiring tiring, but its better than staying at home doing nothing, however i guess my colleagues are avoiding me in a way? LOL scare i snatch away their ricebowl perhaps. movie tonight with my whole family! (except my bro spoiler) only know how to pei gf. kns. yeah! still love watching movies after all :) *hope my mum will be fine from all the health issues* *JO haha yeah... o.o maybe when i got licence we can bring the dogs to somewhere else like the beach or wad man
Thursday, July 10, 2008
but today i couldn't take it, there's just too much in my mind, i do not know where should i vent it too except here. i often miss the one who i want to share my life with especially when he is not able to be by my side. together and loneliness cannot co-exist and the loneliness felt can eat me deep inside. in a way, u got me totally, but im just so far yet so near. like u said, i just threw a dice, and decided to bid on you, yes indeed communication is the main point that i accepted you, however after sometime, i just simply realise communication isn't working anymore, indeed communication is very important, however, what matters most is how i feel, and how u feel ain't it? the feelings we have for each other, in a way, u are not what i wanted, and if u try so hard to be what i want, u will lose your original essence. ask yourself, is this what u really want? to change yourself for someone u really like? or even love? i do not know, are u willing to change, or am i willing to wait, i don't need someone that can give up their resting time just to enjoy themselves, neither do i need someone that doesn't take interest in what i say, and try to do something about it, and doing it willingly cos u love the person, and doing it just for the sake of doing it or doing it because u are told to do so, do u see the difference? i do not need someone that takes me for granted, or even someone that is insensitive or unaware of how i felt, maybe i know i should not blog this here, maybe im asking too much. xxxxx i need to have trust in your feelings, and believe that you does feel the same way as i do. i need to keep the faith that we have in each other, and never let go of the trust. sometimes that is not easy to do, but it really is a must. Commitment requires comprimising, life revolving around each other, and its not just a child's play whereby u can just go into one and break it when u feel like it, Trust and faith is required, i must be honest and open with how i feel and never lead on, as it would be unfair to play on your feelings, and then turn around one day and be gone. i cannot let the seeds of jealousy begin growing deep inside my heart. for if i allow this to happen without a good cause, our relationship will surely be doomed to fall apart. i have to think of your emotional needs, so u will know always that i do care, i need to make most of my time together for you so as to make sure that i can open my heart to share with you, But all of this, are you able to do it?
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Peirce Sec (graduated year 2006) SIM - Diploma in Management Studies Sem 5 Student 3rd November 1989 Easily contented Sweet* tooth , Dreamer.. Empty.. Unrealistic , emotional , bashful enjoys eating donuts and especially star-gazing loves sea breeze star-gazing salmon sashimi banana chocolate my dog kiki  | ||
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OVERSEAS STUDIES TO QUEENSLAND OR MELBOURNE PASS DIPLOMA COURSE IN SIM WITH FLYING COLORS AND GET TO THE DEGREE COURSE I WANT! MY SKIN TO BE WELL AND NICE get a life-time partner that love me and dote me for who i am pink psp slim juicy couture watch chanel wallet SLIM DOWN! REFURNISH MY WHOLE ROOM Adult Island Club Lifetime Membership permanent hair removal from top to toe lol whole room furnish with hello kitty driving lessons to get licence trip to europe trip to australia with vanes trip to hongkong with schmates banyan tree resort at thailand lose more wt more tops goldberg variations albun learn violin finish piano diploma one huge CJ7 toy get bc cert for golf
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